03 June 2018

MIA, am I worthy and self doubt?

4 June 2018

Hi and Welcome to Kylie' s Life

Sorry I have been away for the majority of last week, I had a pretty rough week to start with I had somebody run into the back of my car.  The damage to his car was very little, to my car was a heap and he even said that he was looking the other way and he wanted to know why I was upset.  I was more upset because I am a 40 something year old women and for the first time in my driving life this is the first new car I have ever had ( I got it a month before I lost my job) and to make matters worse I don't think he has any insurance so I am panicking a bit because I would like to get my car fixed and being that he ran into me he should have to pay for it.

I have been getting more and more worried about getting a new job, I am applying for plenty - 6 a day and I am not getting anywhere.  I understand that I am competing against so many other people and only the short listed candidates will be contacted but it is starting to get me down and I am starting to feel like I am not worthy.  I like working and I also like being a SAHM, I like the financial freedom that working brings but I also like the fact that I can be home when the kids get home and the fact that I am able to get decent meals on the table.
If anybody has ideas of how I can do both work and be a SAHM please let me know because combining the both would be a dream.

Toodles XXXXX

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