Confusion

5 December 2014

Good Morning my lovelies how are you today?

Here, well it is like Winter and it is supposed to be Summer.  It looks like it is going to rain, slightly cold, they say it is going to get warmer today but I am doubtful, the weather change has affected the kids with there allergies and Asthma.

Well the house hunt is continuing, trying to find one in a good area with a good school is really hard. I don't want to move to area and then find that the Primary School doesn't have a High School near it and the one that they have to go to isn't a very good one.  It seemed so much easier as a child when we were transferred from one place to the next, and the fact we had housing provided made it so much easier.  Starting to find this quite stressful, and I know it shouldn't be it should be exciting adventure.   I think it is down to the fact that I am wanting the kids to be in a good school and them to be happy, and once again it comes down to my own insecurities and upheaval in my childhood.

I have decided to take a better line with Miss 9, she has developed attitude and I think that if I am softer with her it will change.  She is stubborn like me so we just lock horns and neither willing to give in, so it is like clash of the titans in our house.  So it is up to me to change the environment and I think that will change her attitude and make life a great deal easier.

So there are going to be big changes for the family, I  am going to start with trying to be less stubborn and softer with the kids, I need to get fitter - it will help when I am working in aged care and on the wards at the hospital and studying.  The move - well that is a really big one, and we need to do more research to make sure it is in the right area.  It really helps talking to you about this stuff - I can talk to DH but when I talk to him about the fears he says that we will stay where we are.  I don't want him to fix the problem I want him to listen and give me a little pep talk and say it will be ok.

As I have said before it would be easier if we didn't have to pick a house and area, if they put us on a plane and sent us to our new place we had two weeks to get the lay of the land and get the kids enrolled in school and look at the house it would be easier.   So if there is anybody out there that just happens to be the boss of a company ( that reads this) and wants to employ my DH please let me know, not opposed to moving state, country.  With moving countries I do have a few conditions - Stable Government ( so no Military take-overs in the last 100 years), good health care, good education, would prefer to still be in the Commonwealth ( there is just something about the Queen that makes you feel secure) but it is not a necessity, We have to be able to have our pets with us - the kids would be happier about moving to another country if Patterson and Stimpy were with us.
Nice to have ( dreams really) - Wouldn't be opposed to having a White Christmas, Miss ( wants her own bathroom so a house that accommodate that would be great she did ask me on Tuesday if her new school they have to wear uniforms I think she would like to go to a school wear you don't have to wear a uniform.

Not much of a list really!!!

Ok I must go as I do have to get some house work done
Toodles Kylie xxxxxxx